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well. i'm 23 now, on the verge of 24. how long has it been since i've been on here?

I will make no efforts to catch the theoretical "you" up on my life.

i miss my mom. i don't want to deal with her being gone. I'm trying to figure out just how many ways I can slightly fuck myself up to feel better about this. 

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never move in with your boyfriend, even if it's just for the summer
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dear abby,

it's really none of your business when i do my homework or even whether or not i do it. so please, back the fuck off. thanks.

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the thing that i like about college is that, instead of the bathroom, you can take your lunch back to your room and eat alone there without the risk of people walking in.

i know i'm going to fit in here. i'm just waiting for it to happen...

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mer.

i've never had so much stress in such a small time period before. this whole pledging thing just sucks and sometimes i just want to give up. i havent ever really had to work for something and i'm not complaining about that, but it's just weird getting used to it. i don't know.

i wish i were bella. i know she has to deal with vampires and shit, but it seems easier than this. le sigh

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maybe the true sign is that rachel asked about my weekend, and art and emma still havent. they just asked me to take them to ben and jerrys, which is fun because i can't eat ice cream..
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so i know it's only milwaukee and it's not that far but the fact is that the weather is horrible and his car isnt that great and this weekend was absolutely amazing...i just am feeling pretty down right now. 
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right now it kind of feels like i only like rachel and david and i just hang out with everyone else because of routine
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wow. i reread some of my entries and i sound so not like me in here. oh wells. i've found a boy who makes me laugh. rachel, you would love him. or at least love the effect he has on me.

anyways. fuck yes.

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